The AK Mission

It often seems like much that I do is unintentional and happens by chance. One of my pet peeves in life is doubt… doubt people have of each other, but particularly when people doubt me. Too often I find myself knowing the truth and people insisting I am wrong and they are right. When the truth is exposed, even then people have a hard time admitting it to me.

This may seem arrogant of me to be logging about this, but everyone needs an ego, especially when it is so consistently attacked. In my life, people have questioned my ability to survive in New York at age 18 straight out of the suburbs. I showed them. Many doubted my ability to financially excel as an artist (designer). I proved them wrong again. People have doubted my skills, my decisions, my passions, my understanding, my sensibility, my reasoning, and my rational. It’s normal, right? We all doubt each other. Maybe its because no one really means what they say. Maybe it's because we are too confident. Maybe it's because defeating others boosts our egos.

Well, they can doubt all they want. I have proven my point and it's open to those who are willing to see it. The next doubt to defeat? Going to Armenia. I'm giving it a shot. If I can make this happen, YAY for me. If not, at least I'm taking the risk.

See you all in Armenia in May!