No, I have NOT fallen off the face of the planet... :) I'm here. The past couple of months have been really busy for me. First of all, I took a long nice break from almost everything during the holidays, and after that I've just taken on so much I hardly have time to do much. Right now I'm working as a fieldworker for the Juniors, and it's a lot of work. I'm also tutoring 2 fifth graders and between that, my 2 classes and work it's really hectic. I don't quite remember what I had written a while back, but as of now, I'm just "cruising" until my next radiation therapy. I don't know how things are going to be after next month, since I'll stop taking my replacement meds to prepare for the radiation. All this of course means that I most probably won't get to go to Hayasdan until the end of summer...which is a real bummer.

Lately I've been thinking a lot about my future and where it is i'm really going and what i'll be doing. Let me tell you something... a lot of things I thought I had figured out, now I'm clueless about. For example, I know I love Hayasdan and I'd like to live there, but now I'm beginning to really think twice about it. My health and family and friends have caused me to rethink that whole huge step. Before, honestly it didn't matter to me that I'd be thousands of miles away from my family and friends, but now that I have gone through this experience I feel so much closer to them and I just think I'd like to spend whatever is left with them (not that i'm dying or anything... but u know what i mean). So that's kinda where I am in my thinking nowadays.... in complete and utter confusion. Do I want to continue and get a BA in something else? Do I want to teach? Do I want to study something else? .... But I'm sure i'll get back on track... it's just gonna take some time. Bare with me....

TSUH! :)~